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so many shows, everybody on my friends list better be going to all of these

no flyer for september 18th but heres the 411

strung out
bane
champion
section 8
@ el corazon
$12 advance/$14 day of show
doors at 7 show at 8

so bane 3 times this year, champion twice in one month four times this year total. the answer and sinking ships god knows how many times this year. go it alone, allegiance, and betrayed twice. after this month all of this will have been accomplished. damn and then trial next month, it just keeps on getting better and better.

you know i do actually have a paid account on here. why the hell don't i use it? seems like a sham to me. so from now on i'll be posting more. god work has been so stressful, it's going to get better starting today. i need to get my ass to green river and sign up for classes tomorrow before it's too fucking late. i also need to go talk to the guy at frys about an interview...can sean juggle 2 part time jobs and school? i think i might be able to. if frys works out well, i may just quit UPS, because i like money, being poor is no fun, i'm somebody who likes to go out and spend money and go out all the time, but after bills and gas, and all the other shit i'm not left with much from working at ups. anyways, i'm off to wash my damn truck, it doesn't really need it, but i want to because i'm bored, and i need sun.

sean

the weeks really have been getting better and better. i feel thoroughly involved in the scene right now. this week started off with a lame day, monday, fuck monday. just work, but tuesday was great because i had free tickets to go see from ashes rise, paint it black, coliseum, no secrets between sailors, and the helm at el corazon. went to that, it was amazing. worked a couple of days, took friday off to goto the sinking ships/shook ones cd release party at the west seattle american legion hall with legit, and greyskull. fuck that was amazing, everybody was dressed up like 'wet hot american summer' i saw way too much man legs though. at one point the guy from owen hart and the helm came up and did a song with greyskull and everybody went apeshit. last night i headed down to olympia to the eagles hall for nw hardcore prom night with the answer, sinking ships, stop at nothing, legit, and dying days. all of those bands were on point, well except for a couple of bass player had their shit go south, but collin from sinking ships was right there to hand them his bass, what a cool dude for it.

honestly this has been the best my life has been in awhile, seeing so many bands lately is what i've always wanted, sometimes you gotta go by yourself sometimes you can take your friends. either way i'm in it for the music, and the good times. it's one way to tell work to go fuck themselves, i got better shit to do with my life than be a slave. meeting new people is also awesome. that definately goes out to garbo kevins g/f marissa, danny from sinking ships, bob from the helm, jeff from run for cover records, matt from stop at nothing and the answer. all of these people are super cool. as well as some other people there names just are not in my head right now, but faces i remember. and fucking karen that i completely didn't recognize last night until i got home, she's cool too. i love all these damn people, it's great going to shows and seeing them, as well as singing with them and the bands, jumping up and down. i missed out on this for so many years. i have gone to more shows the last couple of months than i have in the last couple years.

fuck, i love you all
.//sean\\.

i'm so damn tired right now, i sleep like 9 flippin hours, i'm still tired. maybe i sleep too much, sadly that is a myth, you can't possibly sleep too much :). work is getting better, peak season was killing me, but i shall kill that little injured brat because he is wasting our time. Resident Evil 4 has consumed me, i can't stop thinking about it, or playing it, it's just so damn fun. i can't wait to beat it, so i can just go through and beat it again, and again, and again. well it's time to go pull the battery from my mom's car, so my dad can take it in and get a new one. hopefully that will solve a couple of problems. then i can goto the junkyard this weekend and get a part for the glovebox, then the fucker can go up for sale, and i can split the money with my sister, even though i'm doing all the goddamn work here. it's pretty much the only thing i was left from my mom's stuff. my fucking cunt of an aunt decided to go in and take all the furniture while i was away on vacation. what the fuck does she need with it? her house is full of furniture. i could have seriously saved a lot of money when i move out by having that shit, but no, her greedy ass took it. i almost thank god my mom has passed and now i never have to deal with that side of the family again. fuck em, don't want em, don't need em.

so i'm back from cali, i think i should just go back. because i come home and shit is still the same, i go through paradise and enter hell again. back to my shitty ass low paying job. i SERIOUSLY need a new one, i can't stand not making any money, i want to move out, i want a new car, i want to be able to go out on weekends and not have to worry so much about what bill i have to pay. if anybody knows of a place that is hiring please tell me, because i need to get out of the sub $10/hour level, i need to be making better money than this, because i am better than this place, i am better than all the people that work there ESPECIALLY the supervisors. anyways, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, i'm gonna watch the game today, the eagles will win. bye

going to san diego

my bags are packed, i got my a fucking hair cut. i'm lookin damn good. flight leaves today at 4:50. i'll be back late saturday night.

things that i'm gonna do down there? leech off my sister, goto see my cousin, DEFINATELY going to the Hollywood Endings show up in anaheim. it's gonna be fucking badass. i should goto cali more often, i waste too much time working, and not going places. it's funny that i'm leaving a place that is supposed to be so dark all the time to goto someplace sunny, i'm leaving sun for sun this time. well fuck it, i'm out of here, i'll see you fuckers when i get back

time to play nintendo ds and listen to some himsa on the plane

yesterday i had to say farewell to a good friend, anthony david medina was put in his final resting place. it was probably one of the most horrible things i had to endure, because at only the age of 22 he was to be put six feet under the ground. memorials are something that are rare for me to go to. but it was time for me to stand up and take it like a man, it was hard looking at all the pictures, the pair of jordans, his jersey. so many people that i hadn't seen in a long time, people i was friends with in high school but after that nothing, it's sad that something like this had to happen to bring us all together. i regret not seeing anthony while he was sick, i don't know what i was afraid of, he starred death in the face for three years, and i couldn't pick up the phone or find a way to go see him. i'm sure i will get over it in time, but how long that will take i do not know. every second of my days is now filled with thoughts of him, as i am typing this now i am in tears, because i miss him so much. i wish i knew when my time was going to come so i could see my friend again. i thank keli for all the support she has given me, i have been friends with her off and on for the past eight years, i seriously don't know what i would do without her. so here i sit, i'll drive all the tears out i can, so that i can function somewhat normally for the rest of the day, well at least until i get off of work. it's best to get it all out now, because if i don't i'll just have random breakdowns throughout my life like i do when thinking about my mother, my grandfather, my uncle and others.

R.I.P. Anthony David Medina
I'll see you on the other side

a good, no make that GREAT friend of mine passed away last night, Anthony Medina you were an amazing person, the biggest tool fan i've ever met. i had so much fun going to see tool with you (TWICE). you were also an amazing basketball player. but the man upstairs had different plans for you. you got inoperable brain tumors. you suffered with them for years. and last night was your time. if you knew anthony, make sure he hears us now, blast all the tool you got for him, i know he hears us all now. i will see you in the future. i love you vato.

yes birthdays are fucking great. especially when you're turning 21. last night i went to keli's halloween party, had a total fucking blast. got ridiculously drunk, it was great. today i woke up and got some money and what not for my birthday. i gotta goto work in a couple, this is gonna suck, i don't really like this job that much. it's too much work for too little pay. i should probably start looking for other work, or go talk to the guy that hired me and see about doing another job within ups, i don't really like stacking boxes. i'm supposed to be working with pallets and driving a truck. got some blank cd's and another nofx cd, love grabbing the random nofx cd's, they are by far the cheapest band ever.

go out and vote tomorrow, i'm not going to tell you who to vote for, but you can assume i'm no fan of bush, retire that fucker

ya know, i watched the debate the other night on tv, i dunno if it is just me, but bush seems to just make a complete ass out of him self everytime he opens his mouth. but what really scares me is the people who are so blind as to vote for him. if you aren't part of that top 1 percent of america, which most of us aren't, then you shouldn't be voting for him because it will do you no good. but i in no way will ever tell anybody who to vote for, or how they should vote, because voting for who u want to vote for is a right given to you when you turn 18, and everybody should take that right and use it. heres some links for thought, 2 are anti bush, but the other 2 are just pro voting. please go out and vote november 2nd. but not after celebrating my 21st on november 1st :D

http://www.punkvoter.com/
http://www.michaelmoore.com/
http://www.rockthevote.org/
http://www.citizenchange.com/

dude, wayyyyy too much caffeine. woke up rather early today around 10 i don't do that much especially since i stay up til around 3 every night. ben came over drank some coffee, then left to work for a couple of hours hope he brings me a friggin sandwich i'm starving. got to talk to Zui today, she's quite cool and i am proud to have a new LJ buddy, a fellow dork. gonna watch real world, laguna beach, and dog tonight. tomorrow i gotta call down to PMR and see if they have some training classes figured out for me now so i can start there soon. i really need this money. i need to get the fuck out of this house soon, my dad is turning into his old self, but the sun is going away which means less vitamin c for us all, and makes us all mad and depressed. sucky thing is that i'll never be able to get an apartment with just this job, unless i am really good at it and i can get lots of bonuses or sign up other people under me, which is like an extra 50 bucks per person. so with 2 jobs i should be able to get my OWN place and be able to live quite comfortably. ben is gonna move in with our friend dave, dave's roommate the sneaky little bastard moved out all of his shit and didn't tell dave so now he's stuck flippin the bill for the apartment, and the fuckhead owes him hella money. i might have to cut this dude up, but that's only if i get in a really violent mood. j/k :P

peace out foooooo
meegs

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mm, that was good, honey on white bread. i can eat the simplest things, i could prolly survive on honey and white bread. i guess i get that from my dad, motherfucked could survive on peanut butter and jelly for the rest of his life and be perfectly fine. today kinda sucked, when i woke up my dad was packing up to go to the property for a couple of days, i love how he never gives me notice of when he is gonna do things. bastard washed his truck right next to mine so it got my nice clean truck all dirty. i had to wash mine all over again. dave gave me a call around 7 or 8 and needed me to go pick him up, i'd never leave him hangin because i did pretty much grow up with him i'd do and have done for much of the family and would anytime. we went to frys to go get a battery for the remote for my deck. put that sucker in, nope the remote is fucking broken. so i gotta go drop 20 bucks on a new remote because you can't even operate the deck without one, genius design sony :0 whatever, and tomorrow is....*drumroll* sunday, football, same old usual bullshit, gonna sit on my ass and watch some ball. it's edgars last game as well, i'll take a peak at that too.

watchin the mariners game, haven't really watched the mariners that much since the great decline at the beginning of the year. i do love the mariners, but i prefer not to watch them get slaughtered. ichiro hit #258, sic, amazing, rediculous, i can't believe somebody can hit that many in a year, or beat an 84 year old record, mad props go out to my little yellow friend. got all the stuff to put my deck in today. got it all in and shit, but the battery is dead for the fucking remote, i'd like to get a new one but dad wants me to do shit around the house before he hands me the cash to do it. also need a new rca connector for it. i guess i'll wash his damn truck tomorrow so i can get some cash, maybe go see a movie sunday. right now, oh so fucking bored, somebody please present me with an opportunity to drink, i really wanna get fuckled up tonight. it would be grand.

yay, pic in meegs profile. updated it a little too. mountain dew pitch black is the fuckin shit. added master shake to my icon collection he is after all the man. much cooler than meatwad *pokes krista* i have betrayed LJ and made myself a myspace. check it out please.

myspace

there's more pix and shit in there.

meegs

oh yea, it's master shake mafakka. kevin is giving me the hook up at some market research place, it only pays $7.50, but it's fucking work which i really need. watched lost and smallville with ben, love those damn shows, pimpin ass episodes tonight. tomorrow, work wokr work, money money money. watchin bully right now, the supreme fucked up movie, i love it.

krista is the best

just watched Crash for the second time, well the first time i ever finished the movie, it was the nc-17 version. you know for a b-porno movie it was pretty good, if they took out most of the sex it could be a really good movie. i'm not one to hate on sex, but it was keeping this moving from being really good. Otherwise james spader was the man in it, he always is, i can't wait until Boston Legal starts, he was awesome in the practice so this should be just as good.

Right now i'm watchin Spun, also an awesome movie, prolly one of the best meth based movies i've ever seen.

Took dad to get his pins out today, hope this is the end and he can get back to work. Met a new friend too staring_grl she's quite cool.

fuck it, back to the lab again, well the movie actually, just had to quote a little eminem before i went back

i goto post, they changed it, much simpler, kudos livejournal peoples. oh was supposed to go bowling last night, being tims b-day and all, but that got poopied on, oh well, some other time i guess mr. tim sir. football yo, hawks vs. 49ers don't give a shit about anything else today, unless somebody presents me with a opportunity to drink, i might take them up on that offer. bring on the masses to drink with meegs.

watching farenheit 9/11 with my cousin, 3rd time for me. might go see a movie later. gotta go down to lowes and acutally apply (gotta make it seem somewhat legit) and they have my name already so they know who to pick :P i hope i get the job. i need money, i need out of here, not that it's bad here, i just need to get out on my own.